This morning I gave some thought and decided I'm gonna break away from writing fics for a while and go back to working more on my original story.
I really wanna try and write a book; a fantasy novel. And I'm not getting anywhere by writing fanfiction.
I guess the bottom line is, I'd rather try and do something with myself other than sitting at the comp (mindlessly staring at a social network) and drawing or writing everyday for nothing. I'm not educated (in the sense that the diploma I got when I graduated high school can't get me into college AND I couldn't afford that anyway. I tried to get my GED, but I have a learning disability when it comes to Algebra. So that's out of the question as well.
I'm intelligent, just not when it comes to math.
I more than likely couldn't hold down a job; thanks to being a socially inept hermit and would probably fall to pieces (or completely lose my shit) from the first asshole who blew up on me. So that's that scratched from the list. And no, I'm not saying that as an excuse. I don't make shit up just to do it. So don't patronize me.
Pushing all that aside, I might open commissions for $10 rough sketches. Just to save a little money back.
Apologies for sounding like a douche. I'm just fed up.
And before anyone gets all huffy about it, I'm also giving thought to taking a break from all of my social networks too. Too much webtime for me has ruined me as a person to be honest; and no it's not anyone' fault. So please don't take it that way. I'm not deleting anything. Just might take a break.